Once upon a time -
- sorry just quickly, if ever I’m not sure how to get into a story, I’ll start it ‘once upon a time’.
I do it in real life. As I type, I’m thinking it’s probably quite annoying.
Anyway!
Once upon a time, I was sitting at a large wooden table in a shared workspace, 5 coffees deep, probing the furthermost recesses of my brain for words I might put in whatever I was writing at the time.
What I’m about to say is something I very VERY rarely say out loud, but I felt quite pretty.
I know! Keira Knightley eat your heart out!
I suppose to be specific about it, it wasn’t that I felt especially pretty, but rather I wasn’t feeling insecure about anything. My hair wasn’t in need of washing, my elbows were moisturised, my clothes crease-free.
I felt at peace.
Y’know that Roald Dahl quote; ‘If you think good thoughts, they will shine out of your face like sunbeams and you will always look lovely.’ It was like that. But I wasn’t even necessarily thinking good thoughts. Not that I was thinking bad thoughts. There were no thoughts really; ol’ empty head Jones, (not the most beneficial headspace for writing).
Oh you know what I mean, I was contentedly existing.
It wasn’t long before the bubble was well and truly burst.
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